Unstable

Hi Everyone , Gonna give another update on this simple blog of mine since I like to write starting this past month . To start it off , Nowadays just can't control my emotions ... been pretty messy when it comes to feelings and all since I get jealous easily or even get mad for no reason . Luckily I got someone by my side to help me stabilize this problem of mine cause she'll just make me laugh suddenly and just help out in anyway possible and making me feel that she's alright and okay. She makes me worry about my problems and just let me do it step by step I guess? I'm not really sure exactly though haha , but other than emotional problems college life gonna start in a few more months or so and right now trying to just enjoy myself before hardship comes . Just hoping for an awesome time and moment to come by most of the time so that I can help myself to some fun and joy before anything serious starts . One last thing , is that might be collecting shoes in the mere future and trying to get some jobs to earn so I can stabilize myself before anything and to prevent any financial issue that will force me to take from my parents .


Lastly ,hope you guys like the blog set up , nothing much but I'll post randomly I guess about anything , my girlfriend , my life , my friends , etc .....



Hope you enjoy .


Joseph .

Worries .

I'm always over worrying about any of my love ones cause they matter to me most and I try to help out whenever I can so that they don't feel burden at least . But due to the fact that sometimes I just can't butt in makes me very worried about anyone and that they might have some issues later on. I would like to prevent that issue if possible so no blockade whenever doing something important or just having fun and joy .



But besides all that , I'm still figuring it out what I did to society that sometimes lead to bad memory , horrible attitude at times , just thinking some very negative stuff about something that I don't want to remember ever again . But nonetheless , I still put on a fake smile and laugh it off with all of those thoughts in my head and just trying to forget the problems that is happening in my life and just continue not knowing those problems later on . Stay focus on everything I'm gonna do from now on and just quickly earn a living , get a love life and have some loving . Stressing no need to even say , It will happen so I'm just gonna let that slide and hope that my future doesn't goes to shit .... in the mere future and praise on with my education in the future ass well ..... Is gonna be hard starting on August ....





Name : Joseph Siew
Age :18"
In a relationship



"Worrying about a lot , but tries to fix all those worries by solving them one by one ."

Introduction.

I'm always wondering and thinking that my life is something worth so much or so little at times cause is not like the world sees me as an individual . I try to strive for the things I want and just pretend that people are somehow a sanctuary of joy and happiness for a brief moment of time . Cause you might not know whether that one day that person doesn't even wanna be friends with you or neither just forget about you after using you in so many ways possible that you just might have problem concerning your situation or what not . For me , I just live it like somehow I can either breathe clean air and just drift off a nice wave to somewhere relaxing . Since I haven't started anything , so why not just have a peace of mind with someone I love . Yes , I'm in a relationship by the way ..... and is going great so far . Just loving the way how everything works for the both of us . Carry on , gonna try to pursue what I'm gonna do and just try to work hard so that I can have a passion in life and just to visualize my reality from a dream .




Name : Joseph Siew Chi Ping
Age : 24 Feb 1997 (18)
Relationship Status : Not single



An Intro to the new blog I'm posting ....